I hate my life to the extend – if it was person – I would throw it away…. but can this be done in reality. No.. never… why so ? because on our life is always dependent someone else. No if you are born an orphan – I think u can go do whatever the heck you want to do .
Obligations, trust, confidence, compliance.. etc etc these terms.. sooo wish they were never known. Wish life was a video – game that we could start-send whenever. Choose avatars. Chose the number of life’s we want… save someone’s life or let someone die.
Ok … I’ll stop the rambling … point is – how much ever we want to run away … we JUST CAN’T. Always take a step back and think …. there are a few who love u …. took efforts to make you who u are… u owe them at least if not anyone else.. just LIVE … if not LIVE at least EXIST. ‘EXISTING’ is good for a start…. and let’s SMILE and live in the so called ‘positive belief’ that ALL WILL BE WELL… Arrrggghhhh ! 
Me, I, Hum, Nyaan and Me 